This is a day, a fren...or maybe nt really a fren, since the friendship WAS broken so easily left, and even so once was called commrade. Aren't commrade called when you share thru hardship and hapiness together and survived thru out? Maybe this was a "new age" commrade where links can be broken off SO easily.

She make it sounded like all of us owes her, where in this world there's nothing like who owes who. As long as you r willing to give, you can't expect return, cos you r the willing party. When the other party reciprocate, then it is a bonus. The thing now is that we reciprocate her givings by having a friend relationship with her, so that together we can share joy and sadness. Sadness is a parcael of life and you will go thru it, going thru such things shld only build up the relationship stronger and not just break off. If not how can a stronger relation builds up?

She wanted to prove her frens wrong tat her "commrades" care for her, by suggesting we will celebrate her birthday. Did it ever occur to her, that day could be a busy day doing some other things that all of us SHARED our passion in, that we may not be able to celebrate for her like last time.

When she said "They just throw mi a present". Did she ever thought that time and effort was put in to get her this present, and when the present was given to her it certainly wasn't sounded like "Nah...ur present". I handed over saying "this is for your birthday present". Hello pple, would pple who does nt care abt u buy present for you???

Those who noes mi well, noes that i won't go polite to frens...politeness for mi is shown to strangers. My BEST fren can even remember a diff birthdate of mine nt once, but i dun mind cos as long as i still wans to befriend them will do. I dun expect anything on my birthday, but when there is, it's a bonus for mi. When there's isn't i would not mind it either, as long as i still wans to be your friend.

Even so, when i sms a sincere msg of my feelings to her, i expect a no reply from her. But after sending out the msg, i kept on chking on my hp hoping for some reply. Finally a reply came, but it wasn't wat i hoped it for, instead it was a sarcastic reply "Okay, everything is my fault. Bye". Tat point of time i was mad, cos the friendships is jus broken off with such reply.

Until now, i wanted to tell myself to forget abt this friendship liao, but seems like somewhere in my heart i still hoped for some hopful happy ending.

"Good-bye" may be good for you, but certainly i dun feel good abt it and it will never be a "Good" bye for mi.