Hmm...nothings seems to be concluded (again), so back to square one (again). And also some things din't went as well as expected, so back to the drawing block again for more plannings, which also means more days have to free up for more meetings liao.

I guess being a "rubbish sweeper" isn't a easy job, but i've already told myself that it won't be easy, but still I can't help but feeling disappointed by the things that are happening. So wat to do? Employers of cleaning company shld really start to increase the cleaners and ("cleaners") salary liao.

Hmm...after some careful thinking, I din't receive any appreciation from the "people above" for the many years of service. Rather all appreciations are given to those who had a shorter period than mi and less capable. Can't help but feeling abit sad for myself, even thot I still wants to carry on the volunteering. Maybe a volunteer shouldn't "demand" so much, since it's volunteering? But i dun see why can't a little appreciation be given to let someone who had put in his effort to be abit happier. Nevertheless i'm not THAT unhappy abt it, cos I'm still able to seek out my hapiness during my service, in other places that "those above" dun seem to care that much about.

Is God really unfair? Cos if he really is, den i'm in the right organisation, cos it's affilated to him. But if he is fair, den i wonder if the organisation i'm in is really orthodox, or it might be another "Hang Goat Head, Sell Dog Meat" (it's a chinese idioms...sry to non-chinese speaking) btw no offense to those believer of god, cos i may nt be refering to ur god.