NCOC theory finally came to an end...but it isn't the last of it yet! Ok back to it again, was excited abt it cos i love to go camp and have fun, but instead was disappointed. During 1st day of it, really cannot feel the 'atmopshere' of a training course, and dunno is whether i din't sleep enough the previous day that cause me to see myself in a diff style yesterday. Kept telling the rest that "i feel like a mother hen", this is totally not my style! Also was 'big-headed' bcos half of the PSOs couldn't attend it, two already told me earlier so got abit prepared for it, one wasn't prepared and didn't receive any word of him not coming. Although i 'think' i'm SUPER, but i dun think i'm that super to attend to 3 depts, and each has a membership of ard 10+. Without a better knowledge of what their heads' instructions to them, i really have no idea what to give them instructions.

On the 2nd day, gotten more sleep from previous night, was better now. HQ is now more disciplined and getting into the mood of it, but still their thinking has yet to switch. No wonder today have to repeat myself that "you guys are becoming seniors, and therefore you have to explain yourself, no more of just yes or no answer". If they're not going to think abt it, they're highly to fail as a senior nco, and will not be able to achieve higher levels. For consolation, today has a better 'atmosphere' of it, and feel that HQ is improving themselves, so maybe more time given they'll show me better performance.

Also have to mention abt this guy Marvin, talking to him can really cheered you up alittle, cos his replies are almost totally unexpected. But then again, he can also irritate you alittle too, cos he likes to ask common senses questions and questions that shloud be answered at his current level. No wonder why i've to tell him "Marvin, one more time you ask me qns that you can get the ans yourself, you'll get it from me".

Ok...so what to expect during the camp, which is four days from now...hmm better not expect anything 1st otherwise get disappointed again, but still shld set some goals for me to achieve in this camp, otherwise cannot feel got accomplishment.